This is today,yesterday and tomorrow?

I got my quizzes scores back today! Not bad at all, I can safetly say that I'm doing a pretty good job. so a nice pat on the back for me! What I noticed was the work load is waaay too much at OSU compared to GMU..hmmm..I wonder why? But then again,studying never gets easier nor does it end! Another thing I noticed was that people have a really hard time remembering my name..I mena wtf? you can remember something like Bacillus anthracis but Ayan slips your mind every freakin time?! Give me a break folks! sheesh kabab.

I've been running up and down campus for the past two weeks and instead of loosing weight, I'm getting bigger(for those of you who do not know I am big already!) so, once again I am faced with a deli ma, what in the name of the almighty god am I to do? I can swear that I eat half of what I used to eat and I never was much of an eater in the first place =(..I happened to visit the Gym on campus and *whistles* is that place huge or what? I decided that I was gonna get me a trainer and get in one of those gigantic treadmills and sweat my but off!!! It's Monday and I haven't started yet. I'm still waiting on the darn trainer to call me..lazy much?

So I saw alot of dogs today(like 5).So much running away tryna avoid them while trying to not seem obvious.I wonder if there is some kind of therapy for people like me. or am I the only person on this planet with this disease? seems highly unlikely to me. but then again there is nothing in my power to do about this. I blame it on my awesome grand mother, whom I think played a role in making me this coward when it comes to animals. and since I'm in OH i had to add to my list squirrels,ducks,geese and beavers? Animals are a blessing but I am afraid of them! so sue me for it.=p

I surprised myself alot! When I say that I mean the fact that I got on a plane all by myself, left my only home for the past 18 years I've been on this earth to a city that I never been to and not freak out one bit? I'm not tryna show off here or say that I'm the only one whose ever done that, because the truth is I've always been the emotional type. I get emotional especially when it's close to home. But I took it like a soldier. I think it has to do with the whole maturity thing. I've really grew alot over the past years. With so much stuff going on, good and bad. I still continue to grow and hopefully one day be able reach out and help others with whatever I learnt over the years. There has been many celebrations and many shed tears but I guess most of them were worth it.Some stuff however I wish I could erase and make them go away.

So tonight as I sit here in my room sharing my thoughts and "journeys" of the day with you, I hope you learn to appreciate what you have in your life that is special and try to open your eyes to the world around you because if there is one thing I learnt is nothing is ever what it seems like.