This was one of those emotional days. I knew it wasn't long before I cried till my eyes and nose turned pink. It's just that the frustration came back.My constant battle to obtain the best results in everything I do tends to kill me slowly.It's horrible!as well as catastrophic. With the frustration comes the fear of flopping. I think that it's the worst thing that can happen to someone. To see everything you've worked so hard to build, fall apart and crumble to dust. It does happen though, and when it does, the only thing you can do is take a momment to take it all in and move on.. I don't want to see that happen. But then again,who am I to decide? If Zeus himself couldn't control fate, how can I?
Bordom seems to be the subject of my days. So much energy but nowhere to channel it.The calm-ness is not working for me. I need to break a sweat!Adjusting to a new city,uni and environment is not as easy as it first seemed! hmmm..It's taking me ages to get a drivers liscence! they keep coming up with laws! I wonder what's next? they need a blood sample?
Journalism,journalism,journalism..I think I just might give it a try! Who knows, I might be good at it.*rolls eyes* .Hebrew is on my list of classes to take next quarter(god willing), now some of you might think "is she crazy?" "why hebrew" well I maybe crazy aand why not hebrew, it's just a 4 credit course that will make my resume colorful and look versitile. Plus, the experience gotta be something ey?
SO basically I'm fu*ed up a little. Kinda dizzy and all the more eager! I want candy people! I need adventure! =) god answer my prayers.
Shout outs: to my mom, who I found out reads my blog! this has to be the funniest thing ever! To the losers that live in a ghetto apartment some where in VA(you know you you are.
Word of the day: ufffff
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