Blessed be me!

Truly blesses! That is exactly how I feel. Things don't always go the way you want them to, but at the end of the day, it doesn't matter to me. I always remind myself that this life is only temporary and the eternal one is round the corner.I stop every now and then and remind myself of the thousands and hundreds of things that god has blessed me with. Whatever it is that's bothering me evaporates. No more headaches or anxiety. A wave of serenity washes over me. And I mean it when I say that it works. I don't believe in wallowing. There shouldn't be a reason for me to feel frustrated when things don't go according to plan. I believe in embracing change with open arms and look at the world through a positive prospective, regardless of the the chaos. I don't mean to sound Naïve. We're all bound to crash every now and then.But no matter how tough it gets out there, never let it get to you!

Totally Gay!

I won't let go this time I promise!
Would you trust me this time round because I said I'm on it!
I just lost sight of what was important for a moment.
I got caught up with the beauties and temptations of this world, but that was just for a fraction of a second.
Butyou know how I am! Come on I promised!
This is going to be the last time I fuck up, seriously I'm being honest!
How many times before this was I diligent?
You always seemed to appreciate my work but now you're all worked up, angry and disappointed!
I'm only human you know.
Cut a sister some slack every now and then.
It won't kill you to say it I forgive you!

"Hey! I know you!"

How is it that I differ and stand out from the rest of the crowd? This crowd is no ordinary crowd.They are not your average people, they will stare at you if you walk past them without greeting. Get worked up if you don't suck up to them, and when you do, they call you a dummy! A no brain-er! If one of them knows your name, that ONE person will spread it to the rest of them and in no time you have a nickname!
I try my bestest to avoid them. Stir clear and make sure I'm under their radar. I will try my all to blend in, be one of them, while all the while I cannot stand the sight of them! The mere thought of their existence gets my blood pressure soaring high. The minute I hear their voices from across the hall I look for the nearest exit. My heart beat starts to increase and I run out of breath! Weird isn't it? All this just to escape?! I've tried time and time again to to let it go;open my eyes and see the big picture! But I can't see no freaking picture! It's hard to get over.It's impossible to control the rage that overcomes me. It's unbelievable,unexplainable and irritating to be honest! I want out and I want it now please! Until the day when I can breathe easy and be natural when I'm surrounded by the large crowd, I will continue to dwell in a state of hide and seek!

Heart prints!

Whatever our hands touch -
We leave fingerprints!
On walls, on furniture
On doorknobs, dishes, books.
There's no escape.
As we touch we leave our identity.
Wherever I go today
Help me leave heartprints!
Heartprints of compassion
Of understanding and love.

Heartprints of kindness
And genuine concern.
May my heart touch a lonely neighbor
Or a runaway daughter
Or an anxious mother
Or perhaps an aged grandfather.

Send me out today
To leave heartprints.
And if someone should say,
"I felt your touch,"
May they also sense the love
that is deep within my heart.


A beautiful peom I've come across.

It's a terrible cliché!

Follow those dreams of yours no matter how far fetched they seem. Don't let anyone put you down & don't dare let your shyness get in the way. If only you let yourself go every now and then, imagine the insane amount of things you can get done! Sounds easy doesn't it, but then again if it was so darn easy then every single human being on this planet would've been successful. How many fallen stars have you come across? You don't want to turn into one. Fallen stars are those of us that have given up on our dreams and consequently on life.They are those that feel like they've made it once and now they're turn is over, or that they've ran out of luck. I refuse to buy that! We are who we say we are!
Regardless of how tiresome and energy draining perusing your dream can get, hold on tight! It's going to be one hell of a ride. But along with holding on and fighting, I believe that including God and letting religion become a major part of your life will only assist as well as benefit you in the long run. God is not make belief, at least not to me!

Be patient.Don't expect quick fixes and instantaneous success, it doesn't work that way right? You've heard the saying "easy come,easy go!" Think about it! I know it's totally clichéd!