You woke up this morning. Feeling dizzy,hungry,weirded out and alone. It's not working anymore. The plan is an epic fail. What are you going to do? Where are you going to turn now? The walls of the room begin to cave in on you. The screams of laughter and the sounds of plates and forks clashing downstairs sound distant.It's as though everyone is a million galaxies away from you.They become aliens. The need to socialize ceases to exist. You loose the urges. You stop to respect the rules. Every word that leaves your mouth has a "FUCK IT!!" at the end. It looks like everyone's out to get you. yea I know that feeling!
When you get that feeling like you're living your life straight out of a novel. When you hope you were dreaming,but that hope is of no use! Disconnected emotionally. Drained physically. No place to run. No shelter. It's over. But you don't tell yourself that. There's got to be a way out of this. The exit sign ought to appear sometime soon. I mean isn't that how things turn out? Visit hell a little, then back to heaven. Did you ever consider dwelling in hell for a while? Maybe call it home? Did you think things were going to always workout for you? You're funny. Seriously though? What world do you live in? lala land?!
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