True Bliss

Willing-ness to take a pen and scribble a bunch of nonsense on tables,chairs,papers and walls. The content never legible enough for the rest of the world to comprehend. That is me. Yes, I am completely immature, child-like and mind blowingly silly. Yet, the pase at which I can shed it all and compose myself is quit impressive.
How can it be that both these aspects of me have desires of their own. As though my fist sized heart is divided into two; a side for the little girl while the other belongs to the young woman. Strange? or is it that all of us share this absurd claim. Does this mean that I am mentally deranged? Oh well, who cares?

Some of my recent choices have caused a few raised eye brows...I laugh at people's reactions. When they ask me "why would you do that?" I reply "I don't know" that is the truth, most of the time I don't know why I do certain things a certain way. For instance I started planning for the courses I will be taking next quarter. I decided that I wanted take up Hebrew as my language, tell me why whomever heard this had a frown and a wtf is wrong with you look on their faces. I had to laugh. Or when I decided I wanted to be a nurse my father almost had a heart attack. The list goes on and on! Maybe I should say I'm shaving my head! Even better, dye it purple! =)

Winter is right round the corner and it gets colder by the week so I realized since I'm going to be operating a vehicle soon, I will need to buy a car! I've been hearing all sorts of stories about driving on ice, I am scared to crash! A tanker is what is best for me. That way no skidding or sliding.

I can't wait till the darn quarter gets over. I can't wait to get on the plane and head to see my grandma! I miss her, I get my shortness from her. =)The true fun will begin then!Don't get me wrong, Columbus is good but I haven't gotten the chance to explore it's true potential yet. No worries, I got 2 years to do that!

In the end, I am tired and need to get a little bit of sleep, big day today! I've been waiting for this moment ever since I got here! Fingers crossed and hopes high.