"Hey! I know you!"

How is it that I differ and stand out from the rest of the crowd? This crowd is no ordinary crowd.They are not your average people, they will stare at you if you walk past them without greeting. Get worked up if you don't suck up to them, and when you do, they call you a dummy! A no brain-er! If one of them knows your name, that ONE person will spread it to the rest of them and in no time you have a nickname!
I try my bestest to avoid them. Stir clear and make sure I'm under their radar. I will try my all to blend in, be one of them, while all the while I cannot stand the sight of them! The mere thought of their existence gets my blood pressure soaring high. The minute I hear their voices from across the hall I look for the nearest exit. My heart beat starts to increase and I run out of breath! Weird isn't it? All this just to escape?! I've tried time and time again to to let it go;open my eyes and see the big picture! But I can't see no freaking picture! It's hard to get over.It's impossible to control the rage that overcomes me. It's unbelievable,unexplainable and irritating to be honest! I want out and I want it now please! Until the day when I can breathe easy and be natural when I'm surrounded by the large crowd, I will continue to dwell in a state of hide and seek!