Lately I've been faced with a dilemma.The kind of dilemma that has you struggling to figure out which choice is the best choice for you! For me, it was more religious than anything else.
Not so long ago, I made a promise to myself that I would work on becoming the best Muslim I can be. It's something that is of great importance to me because; yes, I've been screwing up quite a bit! Not to worry, I was not into any kind of grave problems, but it's always the little things that I have had a problem fixing.So I decided that I will finally take the initiative to correct these things and adapt to a new life style. So far things are going great. I've went cold turkey on music(hard to believe but I did it!) and I've truly become a vegetarian (well as long as I'm in america..lol). All of this was done for my own benefit, as lame and as retarded it may sound to some of you. But the truth of the matter is, life is short! and the way I see it, I ain't getting any younger and my days on the beloved planet is numbered so making the best of the time I have. So anyways, enough of my crazy ramp. What I didn't anticipate was how hard and challenging it can get! I sometimes find myself having an internal battle with myself. It's like the voices in my head have a mid of their own! Jeez!! In the end of the day, the only thing I can do is to stay true to myself and be honest and pray that I have the strength to hold on to what I believe in and rid myself of the temptations.
My he help you! :D
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