Far from over

My fingers have been desperately aching to express what my brain was thinking and let me just say, I have transformed into a blonde recently. No, that doesnot mean that I colored my hair or that I'm some kind of stereotype-ER(and if you happen to be blonde then just suck it up and be a man ok?) but that I have been seriously having violent episodes of dumbness. Where, how or when this developed I do not know but one thing is for sure, I am not liking it one bit! I am convinced physics has something to do with all of this. Ever since I started taking that darn class, I've been acting funky, for instance, I catch myself including the word "like" in every single sentence of mine. Or when I would say btw instead of by the way orr screaming omg instead of saying oh my god..it doesn't stop there..remember how I had horrible math skills? well, let's just say that horrible is an understatement. I mean, if there was a new form retardation out there it would be the ayan-syndrome! Lord knows I need some serious help. But you know what, I think my brain is taking mental short cuts! you know, save energy for performing physics calculations. Let's be honest here, that class is a waste of time, I mean when am I ever gona use one of Newton's laws? Seriously? who needs to know the acceleration or the normal force? I'm trying to be a freakin physician..GOD!! Sometimes I just think of quitting school and joining a band or becoming a tattoo artist or something of that sort. Taking it easy and living life one day at a time.But in the end of the day, I need to be doing something "useful" my dad's favourite word.
This few past weeks have honestly been energy draining and nerve recking. It bothers me how midterms,quizzes and exams take up my entire mental space. No matter what I try to do, I can not and would not be able to distract myself, not even for a single minute. I am constantly reminded of the home work that's dew in a few days or the exam that's coming up next week or the quizzess that I have to take at 11:30 every Monday and Thursday. The nightmares don't help either. It's always me ending up with a C and boy do I not feel like going back to bed after that one! I end up worrying and about 99% of the time, I stay up, pull out my text books as well as my notes and I begin to study just so that I could feel a tiny bit calmer. (Yes, yes, that was a confession). I'm not retarded or stupid,I'm just what some people might refer to as being an "over achiever". Don't know why or where that came from,but I think is over achievers have 4.0 and I am about 3.7 ..soo,yeaa I'm pretty normal ok guys?

The quarter is almost over, I can't begin to wrap my head around that just yet. I'm almost done with Columbus for the year!Almost 9 months up in this hell joint!looll..Don't get me wrong, I met some people that are off the heezy fo shizy! Can't honestly complain besides the part where I flunked my driving license exam TWICE,(don't get me started on that one!) At least back home you could bribe the mother fuckers but here they look like their eyes are about to shoot out some lazer beams or something..dang it. But regardless, I have experienced and done things that you know..might be weird to some folks but you know what..ya'll know I'm weird already soo it's no bigge right?

I are a blogger, and a bad one too! HAHA but who gives two shits? I'm off to do a much awaited and important task of preparing myself for my physics midterm.

& so the stud muffins began swarming everwhere as if they were funky bees!

SPRING QUARTERRR!!! Can I say crazy as fudge cake? I mean, I was ready to tackle physics and anatomy like it was nobody's business but the whole walking from one part of campus to the other with only 10 minutes to do it IS NOT COOL I tell you! I always end up going to class late,panting and looking askew! I have to push my way through people to get to seat my self between two over muscular men(which btw is not fun). And it's times like these that I wish and dream of owning a bike or knowing how to skate board or even own a freaking car!! Don't get me wrong, I am enjoying my classes(pretty serious stuff!)but I can't help but fantasize about super man *sigh* I'd hop on his back(hopefully not break it in the process) and he'd carry me to my class instantaneously! No super power-walking necessary. Besides my troubles with making it to classes on time..The lovely sun is finally out! I have never ever in my entire life been so happy/over joyed/excited/eager to see the sun. So much so that my darling friend Kenisha(HAHA,yea hoe) and I sit at the oval just to soak up the sun's rays.And yes,we are both black!=p I mean an entire 3 months+ of snow and cold has caused me to appreciate and celebrate the wow-ing ness of the sun. No more 7+ layers of clothing, just t-shirt and leggins or shorts or dresses and I'm good to go! aaaaahhhhhh!!! I get super hyper just thinking about it!! I shouldn't forget to mention the count-less number of dime pieces,fine ass brothers that walk around campus shirtless; I just want to say God bless ya'll, ya'll are doing a great job! My eyes can't get enough of them ripped abbs and don't forget them tattoos my knees go weak just thinking about it(ok I'm exaggerating way too much, you get the picture).That got me thinking I need to get me a tattoo!!maybe this summer when I go back home. Which reminds me I need to get new set of piercings!!!! I've been saying this ever since the beginning of the school year..yess I am going to have to do it soon!
The first issue of OLOGY magazine came out this week! Super duper exciting! The magazine looks fabulous! and I'm not just saying that! It's filled with great articles and eye catching art work! The outcome exceeded my expectations. I cannot wait for the second issue and the many more that will hopefully follow! I have to admit, having my article on the magazine made me a tiny bit emotional(no, I did not cry or anything like that) I just couldn't believe it I guess. If you haven't gotten yourself a copy then shame on YOU! You're definitely missing out!
Yes, I still make time to workout, I love it and I can never get enough of it. I haven't reached my goal yet. I still have a long way to go but I like what I see. Just the other day couple of friends and I went bowling and it felt soo good to be able to lift the ball without having to feel sharp pain because of the injured nerves. I still remember freshmen year. The sleepless nights caused by the excruciating pain or not being able to lift a pen. Having to ask people for help all the time.(alhamdulilah it faded away). Having a wow-ing trainer helps tonn too! I mean I couldn't have done it without out him! For that I am forever grateful! If you need motivation in the gym, getting a trainer is the way to do it! It worked for me and I'm sure it will work for you too.

In the end of all my petty rantings, I just want to say I'm a walking freak show in disguise. I'm a self proclaimed vegetarian!leave them bovine creatures alone!=p and leave the chickens alone( I can't come up with a good reason why)..but leave them alone!!!! =p Power to the beans, the lettuce and the cabbages!