Eyes wide open?

I never knew how bad I had it till I actually got off the plane. I was over whelmed with intense emotions, so intense that I had to hold on to the side rail to stop myself from falling. I was cut off, secluded and extremely isolated. It was as though my eyes really opened, that the facade faded. The feelings that only a person that has lived most of his/her life in a cave and then come out into the light for the very first time. Yep, that is exactly how I felt. And it's really sad. I mean, how does something like that happen to me? Why did I have to end up roughed up? Kinda has you thinking you know? Call me superstitious but I believe that people born on March, specifically Pisces's experience and deal with alot of turmoil. I say that simply because I'm a living proof(lol). I suppose like always I must learn to deal with it.

On a lighter note, I must admit my visit to Seattle is mind blowing-ly phenomenal! I truly and honestly love every single ounce of it. Mostly because of my aunts,uncles,cousins and grandmother that make the stay ever more enjoyable! I can't remember when was the last time I laughed as hard! I never want to go back to soul sucking Ohio(lol). I feel right at home here. I can't help but think that this is where I was supposed to be hadn't my darling father insisted on OSU. Everything from the weather,the people and the liveliness of the city is just so contagious! I know that once I get on the plane back it's going to be back to business. SO I'm gona stuff myself with fun momments as much as I can before time runs out!

I guess what I'm saying is, I'm ready for winter quarter at OSU!(kill me would you?) But this time, I'm not clueless or as dependent as I was the first time. The mini-dictator is emerging but don't worry,the only thing I'm gona be dectating is my own self!
That is all I have for now!

Peace out!