Eyes wide open?

I never knew how bad I had it till I actually got off the plane. I was over whelmed with intense emotions, so intense that I had to hold on to the side rail to stop myself from falling. I was cut off, secluded and extremely isolated. It was as though my eyes really opened, that the facade faded. The feelings that only a person that has lived most of his/her life in a cave and then come out into the light for the very first time. Yep, that is exactly how I felt. And it's really sad. I mean, how does something like that happen to me? Why did I have to end up roughed up? Kinda has you thinking you know? Call me superstitious but I believe that people born on March, specifically Pisces's experience and deal with alot of turmoil. I say that simply because I'm a living proof(lol). I suppose like always I must learn to deal with it.

On a lighter note, I must admit my visit to Seattle is mind blowing-ly phenomenal! I truly and honestly love every single ounce of it. Mostly because of my aunts,uncles,cousins and grandmother that make the stay ever more enjoyable! I can't remember when was the last time I laughed as hard! I never want to go back to soul sucking Ohio(lol). I feel right at home here. I can't help but think that this is where I was supposed to be hadn't my darling father insisted on OSU. Everything from the weather,the people and the liveliness of the city is just so contagious! I know that once I get on the plane back it's going to be back to business. SO I'm gona stuff myself with fun momments as much as I can before time runs out!

I guess what I'm saying is, I'm ready for winter quarter at OSU!(kill me would you?) But this time, I'm not clueless or as dependent as I was the first time. The mini-dictator is emerging but don't worry,the only thing I'm gona be dectating is my own self!
That is all I have for now!

Peace out!

Bye For now

It is over! The fall quarter is finally gone! and it is time for me to relax and enjoy the harsh cold. I gotta say, this 3 months went by so quick, I can't believe that it was 10 weeks ago that I got off a plane from dubai.

These 10 weeks were a cocktail of incidents and emotional rollercosters! From having my O-chem text book stolen to having a home-less man call me Jesus every time he sees me. I've made some friends,got used to a class size of 400 students. Learnt about Greek myth,experienced seeing Somali people everywhere I went...and things keep on getting added to list. Needless to say, I appreciate the help and support I got from my uncle and the people I've met on this 10 week journey.I've truly become more mature than I was before all this. I've also gotten to finally stick to writing the novel I'm currently working on. I've been changing my mind constantly about the plot of the book and have already changed it 10 times(literally) before I came to my final decision.
I still have a long way to go before I can call myself independent. I can't wait for that day to come! and I hope I will be ready when it does! Growing older only makes me more serious. =p
Snowwwwww!!! It was spectacular! I don't mean the excruciation cold, I mean, have you taken a close look at the shape? It is gorgeous! I was blown away by the beauty!

Another thing that makes e happy is knowing that I secured a job at a school magazine! I get to write for people to read! Next quarter is going to be hectic. I'm going to have to juggle school,working at the hospital and volunteering for the American red cross..my plate is full to the max and I like that! Keeps me motivated and on my toes! Right now, all I can think of is first how my results are going to turn out and second about my winter break!! So for now, I will enjoy the 3 week vacation and come back ready TO ROCK N ROLL!

Peace! =)